it might just all be a facade

Saturday, July 22, 2006;

♥ 7/22/2006 07:14:00 PM

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you>>

last night is such a beautiful night. (:
felt the breeze?
felt tt nice cooling wind against your cheek?
felt as though the stars are just right above you and you could even feel them?
to me, the night was AWESOME.
but the sad thing was
it jus had to end SO SOON
):

farewell06 last night.
wells, seeing how juniors run bout the school lookin for us and makin sure tt everything goes on as plan.
memories of how MY BATCH ran bout the school. checking and double checkin tt everything's in order.
uhhur. it seems as though, the previous night was just farewell05.
nirma and i would get ready to be the emcees for dinner
the foyer would be all set up, with tables and decorations all ready
den chanel and yuliang would get the seniors down
dinner began
afterwhich, we had ppl to bring the seniors to the audi
the farewell night itself den began
blahblahblah
we sang SAY IT ISNT So with its lyrics changed
den it was handover parade
kevin sir gave me SINGAPORE IDIOT cos basically he said i act'd like one online -.-
but anyways, yeah
chairperson; chanel
vice; yuliang
discipline; brandon(1st) wenfang(2nd)
training; nirma(1st) carissa(2nd)
admin; yunxing
treasurer; xiangfeng
welfare; saleha(1st) simon(2nd)
den we had last parade
when leon sir's last command made practically all of us cried
awhhh
but SNAPPP!
reality hits me
last night was OUR FAREWELL. farewell06
when its our turn to leave and let the sec3s shine. =so yeah
dinner was uhm, cool?
with leon sir in front of me, using my camera to take some pics of him. EEWKS
den the few os us went to courtyard. and started chatting
(:
proceed to the audi and the night begins.
uhhur.

alrights. my speech last night was horrible + terrible.
but still, i meant every word i said last night. (:
SEC1S; thank you ALL for joinin this family. i trust tt y'all wont regret your choice.
y'know, y'all showd me that great ENTHUSIASM in you, and tt placed a really great wide smile on my face.
once again, i like to thank you. for myakin my last yr in fmssrcy such a great one. ((: im SO GLAD to have gottan know y'all. but the sad thing is, i left w/o knowing y'all better. ); but still, keep in touch i hope. (:
uhhur. y'all have the potential to become really awesome leaders, go all out for it. rmbr, watever the setbacks are, DONT GIVE UP.
we, seniors, are always here for you guys. always (:
SEC2S; and you! hah, though theres only a handful of you guys. but yeah, i hope tt y'all nvr will give up on yourselves. (:
for ian, ronald, darren esp, thank you so much for coming. and makin us leave fmssrcy with a smile in our hearts. (:
and everyone of you ppl. thanks for the aeroplane note? hahas, and EVERY OTHER THING.
SEC3S; alrights. so you all had took over already. uhhur. work hard alrights!
tessa> work hard girl. get over your disappointment and strive hard to become an awesome leader. rmbr. i nrv gave, not plannin to either. all of us believe in you. (: uhhur, so im awaiting, when i come back next time. i'll see you as a leader. (:
the exco> helloos, newly appoint'd exco. make us proud, yeah? sure, there will be times you all quarrel, cry, and fall out just cos of trival matters. but dear all, i really hope to see each one of you grow into great leaders. i wanna see all of you working tgt as one, and pullin thru this journey tgt. in time to come, you will find tt, with friends and exco. the journey isnt too hard. (: trust me. i await to see y'all tgt, with a label; the happy family. ((:

sec4/5s ncos; hellooos! (: mymymy, another yr pass by so fast! ):
but still, thank you for being there there. just helpin us out. esp during jtc06. oh gosh! our major event, and it went well. cos of your presence and help and everything. ((:

to the BESTEST exco; alrights. we spent a heck of a fun time workin tgt for the past 1yr hur?
(: though there were many childish disputes and disagreements over the slightest matters. til we fall out over trival matters. but dear all, im grateful there were you. just rooting in the exco. (:
sure, there were times when we wanted to give up. and we still managed to pull it thru. (:
farewell to redcrossyouth for now. farewell to our friendship? NEVER.
ILY'ALL.

we will still be
friends forever;

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.